Are you a Coward??

That's what you are,.. Coward!!

Geez,. When are you gonna do what you want,.. There are so many things u love and want to do right,.. Why don't you,..
1. Learn guitar
2. Learn calligraphy

Those are the 2 things, I ve always admired,.. But then again I can call myself a Coward,. But mostly I am afraid to ask them,.. I m worried about money all the time.. The classes will have money, and a new guitar will also cost around 5k,. I can't ask them to spend it on me again,.

Am just a pathetic loser who can't even get a job,. What's wrong with you,.. You always do half assed job with everything,. Don't run away,..